L.P. Diaries Day1 in Seoul South Korea

Upon arrival into the Seoul Airport I have already felt like I arrived home. I was very nevous. The Airport is very big, modern and very wellcoming. The modernism of the 20 century it is felt very strongly here but elements of the past old days are still present. After picking up my luggage which surprisingly has arrived with the same plain although I was told in Prague it might not arrive the same day due to some misuderstanding about the destination, I had off to the control point....there I got very nervous. But it all went well...got the stamp which aproves for my 3 months of free entry visa into South Korea. After that point I was all safe and sound into the land of my soul. I was so overwhelmed with all the new things, new faces, new everything. Fighting my tiredness I was trying to make a phone call from a pay phone when I realised I don't know how I am supposed to dial the numbers. I was supposed to call the family I am staying with to let them know I have arrived and to ask them where to meet them. So I went to a information point and asked about the code number and how am I supposed to call, when the lady at the counter told me she would call herself for me. I was so impressed about this gesture. Finally she has reached my family and told them about my arrival and also has told me about the meeting point. I was to take a buss and head to the other Airport. The national Airport called Gimpo.
When I got outside by the buss stop the buss came after 10 minutes. The fare to the other Airport was 5000 Won (5 Dollars) and because I had more luggage then the normal lugagge allowance I  had to pay another 5000 Won extra. I observed that the driver was in such a hurry....he kept telling me go pay in the buss......go pay. He came with me and stayed behinde me until I payed the driver the money and then he left. Haha....I thought that was kind of funny. I guess he must have thought that this foregner might not pay or I might have not understood. But it was just such a funny situation. It reminded me a bit of the Roamnian culture. Although in Romania I think most drivers seam to be more relaxed, more on the lazy side. After getting on the buss....those busses that I have always seen in the Korean dramas...I started filming the inside of the buss and outside. I have always wanted to get on those busses.....what I have noticed in the movies is that windows can be opened and you can stick your head out....unlike nay of the European bussed I have seen. I have not done that yet....s.ticking my head out but one day I will. Haa....there's so many things I would like to do here. But slowly, step by step.
Anyways .....back to the story. In the buss there were some tourists....I think they were Chinese....not sure thou....and the one man, probably in his 50's he was staring at me the whole time. I don't know why he was staring....Maybe because he though tit was strange that I am filming, or because I am a foregner and I look different or maybe he thought I was pretty.

The scenery on the way to the Airport felt like I was in many different countries. In some parts it looked like Switzerland, in others like Spain yet in others like Romania ner the cost by Constanza. It is so diverce from place to place that I feel like all the nice things that I like in the World or the places I have treveled to are all in one place....here in South Korea. That is one of the reasons why I chose to come here. Seeing this in the Korean Dramas....all these different sceneries that remind me of different places I have visited and liked in the World. That's what makes this country so special.

After arriving in the Gimpo Airport I had to ask again at the informations office for help with yet another call to my family. But they were not answering the phone. Yuiiicks!!! After a couple of failed tries I had to wait and walk arround at the arrival hall in hope to maybe find the people. After like 10 mins of waiting and worrying the lady at the counter had pointed to me to approach the counter to let me know someone was coming to get me.  Pffff.....I was so relieved.
Afetr other 10 mins of waiting Mr Jang made it.....with a big smile and a simple English he has greeted me and has told me he was waiting for me on a different Gate. We both smiled and realised it was a innocent mistake and we headed off  outside towards the Taxi station. He was a bit tacken aback by the amount of luggage I had and said eh did not come by car.
When we got to the Taxi station and have seen my amount of luggage many of the Taxi drivers were reluctant to take us in.....so then they sujested to take the Jumbo taxi, which is like a mini Van destiend for costumers with big and heavy luggages like me.

After like a 20 minutes drive through Seoul we arrived to the Apartements where the family is staying. They live in a 12 store high building. Here most Apartement buildings are liek that high. When we got in....a nice small, big smiled, and warm woman greeted us and invited us in. Ofcourse she also made some big eyes when she saw all my bags. I didn't think they would be this surprised. Hehe.
Anyways.....after leaving all my stuff in the room that was destined for me.....she invited us to eat. She has put everything on the table. What I have always liked int he K-Dramas was the amount of dishes they have on the table with all the amazing fermented veggies which are super spicy but very very healthy. Well now all of that was in front of me. Ohhhh and maaaannnn.....they are so good. All home made.
After eating all those yummie things.....we started sharing a bit about my trip and we were talking about our families.....and we have also looked at family pictures. I showed off my two brothers,.....and my beautiful sister. The lady really liked all of us.....and kept saying how pretty we all are.

Later on after all this....Mr. Jang offered to take me to the Market to buy my favourite food. So I thought that was exciting....I love Market places. So we got in the car and all 3 of us headed towards the Market.
When we got there to my surprise we got into this huge big Mall whcih is called Lotte. I have heard previously about it as I have seen some advertisements online about it. But I didn't know exactly what it was. Well it's a chain of huge Malls all over Seoul.
When we got into the huge parking lot.....I was surprised to see inside of glass cilinder like cabin a woman which I thought first  was a doll. Only she was talking on a mike and dressed in an uniform and was bowing to all the cars that were coming in. I thought that was like....WOW. Inside the parking lot at different points were traffic control boys. Nice young boys dressed also in an uniform who were pointing the way toward a free parking. I was amazed of the standard they have here and how important the image of a place like that is.

...............................................................Part. 2 coming soon................................................................

Letter to The One. Nr.5

For the times when you cried, suffered all alone....I am really sorry. I pray now that you can see how beautiful those tears and pain has made you. How wonderful and what miracle you are!!! I pray that from now on those tears I will be able to catch them in time, wipe them away...and the pain you wont have to endure it alone. I will be there to support you and I will give you my shoulder to cry and lean on. I will be your strength, your inspiration....and your way to faith. i will be that miracle God intended to be for a man when he said:" Man should not be alone....I will make a suitable partner for him." 

I will be that for you.

Letter to The One. Nr.4

My Dear,....I am living my life now in such a way as you would already be here...in such a way that you wouldn't be ashamed of me. I live it to respect you.
I promise you this: that I will keep my promises to you.
I promise you that one's I will get a hold of your hand I will never let go of that hand.
I promise to follow you where you go and to lean on you and your strong shou

lder.
I promise to run to your side when you are sick and sty there even if you send me away.
I promise to watch over you when you sleep and protect you from bad dreams.
I promise to be kind and caring and never miss on feeding you your meals so you can stay strong and healthy.
I promise to always listen to your word and say sorry when I'm wrong and I make you feel upset.
I promise to stay by your side even if others will try to take us apart and would chase me and send me away. I will be that strong for you.
I promise to cherish each moment good or bad next to you and hold your hand till we grow old, with wrinkles and thin white hair. But even then wont be enough....cause I will follow you and walk with you in our after life....

So come soon, to me....

Letter to The One. Nr.3

I will promise you this: I will fight to protect you your name and your honor in front of others. When others will try to bring you or your name down....I will not sit still until i will make it all right. Even if I will have to suffer pain, scorn, shame for you're name I will do it. I will protect you from tears and and pain...and even if at times you won't understand why I am

 acting weird or keep you away....Please do not forget to trust me.
There will be times when you won't understand why I am silent.
A precious thing is in a place you cannot see and it is so frustrating.
If you only look at what you can see, you won't understand why I would be like that. So then....then you would have to trust me and know that I will do everything that stays in my power to protect you and at the right time you will see the truth...and I will come back to you.

Letter to The One Nr.2

When you will hold me in your strong arms I will feel protected and warm....and no wind will be able to get to me.

While holding me I wish you would say:' Do you know what you are to me??
Your the most precious thing in the world, so precious that when I look at you too much you might change. You're someone I don't dare to look at or touch too much because you are so lovely. I ask my self each time I see you whether you are really mine. You are someone who makes me laugh like a dummy even when I am alone. 
Because you are the one I love so much.
I want to wager my everything to make sure I can protect you as mine.
That is who you are to me.'

Letters to The One. Nr.1

Letter to The One:
My dear one... when you will meet me...I wish you would take me home after a nice walk in the park and then you would tell me: You should go in. Sleep good. Have good dreams.
Me: Yes...I will go in first. And you get home safely.

Then I walk away... and you watch me going in, happy you see me safe at home...and sighing because you will have to count the minutes till you will walk me again home.
Till then I shall wait and take that path towards my house alone but imagining I'm already holding your hand.

So what if my heart still skips a bit.....

So what am I gonna do if my heart still skips a bit just for you?

I've learned to love with my heart and not with my mind.

I've learned from my own mistakes that if I let the shadows of the past crawl up to the surface, it can blind me to see the real you.

You've thought me to dodge the spits and ugly tongues of the world,... and dig deeper through.

I've learned to love you for who you are... and what's within you.

You're not an image a projection of what I wish you should be.

You are you.... and your real....and for that I love you.

Months have past bye. It's only been a few,.... but they feel like ages...and this...isn't

getting any better.

I thought time will heal.   But thee feelings are still there.

No!!!.... ohhh no... they are not the same. Now they grew stronger, surer...

even thou your not here any more.

It's clearer everyday....how I feel, and that hurts even more cause i know

I can't bring you back....and now I can never share and let you know

that my heart is open.

Anguish, guilt, ....love, conviction, pain, sorrow, remorse.....they all creeping up on me.

New feelings....old feelings they shouldn't be together.

They shouldn't be at all. Cause you'r  not here.

I thought time should heal...But why do I feel like with time this

will all come back time and time again.....stronger and stronger.

So what if my heart  still skips a beat at the sound of your name?

So what?

I've become numb to everyone else....my heart and my mind are flooded with you.

And I rather have all this to hang on then not have anything at all

from You.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIx9mT31LbQ&feature=youtu.be

O zi de vara!

Celebrez!!!....Celebrez ca sunt,

Desi o fiinta incompleta,

In propri-mi ochi

Cu mai multe pete si defecte

Cu vise si dorinte  pierdute,

Dar eu uit de toate toate,

Acum cand tu imi esti aproape.

Stiu ca sunt o fiinta franta

Mult prea departe  pentru a ajunge o sfanta.

Ma podidesc lacrimile cand ma uit intr-o oglinda.

Si vad pana-n coltul inimii

In strafundul sufletului amarnic.

O fiinta mica si blajina,

Ce cauta doar un petec mic de speranta si lumina.

Doar prin ochii tai ma vad eu altfel,

Caci tu nu vezi franturi sau aschii,

Cum le vad eu sau altii.

Splendoare, stralucire,... vezi acol

Unde intunerecul prin amurg se-nbina.

Mireasma de craite ce prin flori vesniv alearga,

Nu zgomote, nu tanguiala, ci o voce ce-ti doineste

O voce a sufletului si Pacea mintii

E tot ce-mi aduci tu aminte.

In linistea serii si-n amurgul rugaciunii

In mijlocul unei veri ce nu vreau sa se mai termine

Cu freamatul vantului bland in plete

Cu mirosul ierbii si mangaierea florilor de vara

Stau si cant stelelor din a mea cununa

Si-ti mangai fata blanda si mainile ti le aduc la gura..

Nu vreau sa uit acest moment si vreau sa-l iau

Mereu cu mine,...

Precum si parfumul ce ne inconjoara

Cu al lui dimineti senine.

N-am sa dau uitarii ...gustului de zmeura

Cu care imi infruptai fagura gurii

Si nici privirea-ti scoditoare

Atunci cand ma luptam cu spinii,

Sau atunci cand rupand o floare

Deranjam lumea unei albine muncitoare

Mi-ai spus  cu lacrimi razand,

Ca un copil cu o voce tematoare,

Ca lumea-ti in jur ti-e indiferenta

Si ca fara de mine in ea nu ar mai fi soare.

Freamatul codrilor imi canta rasul tau

Izul ierbii...imi trezeste simturile

Si-mi reaminteste de pielea-ti imbalsamata

Ce-o atingea pe a mea catifelata.

Cerul-mi oglindeste-n ochi

Si-mi zambeste ca si ochi-ti plini de raze,

Iata asa eu numai cred si nu mai pot sa uit;

Ca atunci cand esti tu langa mine...

Nimic si nimeni numai conteaza..

Caci eu numai sunt ceea ce am fost,

O fiinta franta si plina de defecte.

Iar acum esti tu aici si m-ai spalat de pete...

Iata in  ochii tai numai sunt ce am crezut ca sunt,

Doar un om cu dorinte si vise neamplinite

Da.... tu ai schimbat totul, atunci cand ai venit

Cu pasi marunti si paspait.

Iar acum sunt libera si frumoasa

 Caci doar tu m-ai privit si fermecat deodata.

Mie atat de dor....

Mie dor de sunetul care il face un tren pe caile ferate romane....care parcurge  sute de kilometrii prin campii de mii de culori.

Mie dor sa aud tineri veseli cantand la chitari despre drumetii, iubiri de vara...si chiote de bucurie ca e din nou vacanta.

Mie dor sa stau pe culoarul trenului cu capul scos pe geam, cu vantul in par, cu mirosuri si miresme in nari, si cu suieritul trenului grabit in urechi care se grabeste sa ma duca cat mai repede la capat de tara.

Mie dor sa stau cu usa trenului deschisa din cauza caldurii toropitoare, si sa privesc cum las in urma razele de soare, campiile si muntii...si ma intrept spre litoral.

Mie dor sa intalnesc straini veseli care au mii de povesti si povestiri de viata....ganduri despre viitor.....si vise ptr prezent care le impart cu cate un strain ce trec pentru putin prin viata lor.

Mie dor sa leg noi prietenii cu oameni necunoscuti, sa impart o bucata de ciocolata...sau o bucata de slanina si ceapa ce foamea-ti alina pana la destinatie.

Mie dor sa simt cum calatoria e ceea ce face ca destinatie sa fie mai apoape atunci cand iti alaturi inima de zeci de oameni necunoscuti ce merg chiar si doar putin pe acelas drum si in aceesi directie cu tine.

Mie dor sa spun adio sau La revedere!...pe mai tarziu,......sau sper sa ne mai vedem, imi pare bine ca ne-am cunoscut.....atunci cand drumurile necunoscutilor se despart.

Mie atat de dor…..

Tu chip ce nu poti fi uitat

Cand inchid ochii vad chipul unui copil
M-am indragostit de ochii lui si de al lui grai,
Al lui voce imi rasuna mereu in ganduri si in soapte,
Oricand si oriunde, fie ca e zi fie ca e noapte.
Are un chip bland si balai,
Intind mana sa-l simt aproape, dar acum
Amintirea-i prea departe.
Nimic si nimeni nu-i va lua locul
Nici chiar vantul si nici sorocul.
Numele-i citesc in stele si in semne
Il aud la orice pas, pe buzele strainilor
In carti in ziare si in filme.
Iar oricat incerc eu sa tai cu foarfeca
Sa spal cu clor amintirea-i blanda
Mereu va fi ceva... sau cineva sa-mi reaminteasca,
Fiinta-i scumpa si copilareasca.
Nu!... nu s-a terminat inca.....povestea inca se scrie,
atata timp cat el si amintirea sa e inca vie.

Dragostea-i o pasare ce zboara

Intinde-ti mana si las-o zboare,
Ca o pasare ce numai are rabdare
Daca o zabralesti in adancu-ti inimii
Nu vei afla niciodata ce ea iti poate oferi.

Lasa-ti dragostea din suflet peste limite sa se rascurga
Pe cei din jur sa-i umple cu mireasma-i atat de dulce
Sa-i inunde si cotloanele inimii sa le parcurga
Mai apoi in bratul lui puternic sa-i culce.

Nu de ofrande vestejite e nevoie...
In lume astazi si nici de vorbe scumpe,
Ci de Eroi ai cugetului curat.
Nu cauta tu de oameni sa fii onorat!
In straie scumpe, cu trupul parfumat
Dar cu sufletul ranced de patima si ura.
In tine oasele si raruntele-ti urla,
Caci placere in oameni ai gasit
Dar trecere inaintea-I Sfanta Prezenta
Tu azi nu ai absolvit.

De ce te tangui Omule?
De ce pleci capul in pamant?
Nu stii ca noi avem o singura Audienta?
Ca viata ne e privita doar de doi ochi?
Doi ochi puternici si atotstiutori
dar in ei nu vei afla vreodata osanda.
Oricat cauti tu aprobare de la cei muritori
Nu vei gasi vreodata o mana ca al Lui mai blanda.

Acum incurajaza-ti inima;
Imbarbateaza-ti sufletul,
Lasa chinul deoparte
Pentru cei ce nu iau parte
La masa Sfintilor si al lor taine.

Aminteste-ti de promisiunile
Din Sfanta noastra Carte.
Care ne striga si acum tocmai din vechimi,
Sa ne aminteasca cum cei slabi scapatau de la moarte.
Cum sufletele le evadara din cotloane,
Stinse si murdare,
Inspre ai Cerului sfinti Heruvimi.

Aminteste-ti muritorule mereu...
Si inimii spune-i chiar de tie atat de greu,
Ca Dragostea nu se asteapta dupa un colt
Si nu se cerseste cu mana-ntinsa...
ci mai degraba asteapta ea asa... nestinsa;
In inima-ti inchisa, sa-i dai drumul sa zboare
Si sa atinga orice suflet ce in cale-i sare.

A MURIT UN FIU, A MURIT UN OM...

A murit un Fiu, a murit un Om
A murit fiu de Dumnezeu...
Plangi si tanguie o suflete caci esti partas
Cu cei ce l-au scuipat si belstemat,
Cu cei ce l-au trimis la moarte.

Nu sa nu ganesti ca esti doar un trecator,
Un simplu martor la o crucificare,
Ai fost si tu acolo cu pacatul mana-n mana.
Nu fi nepasator la durerea-i cruda
Caci si tu ai intins pumnul si ai hulit
Numele-I sfant.

Nu te bucura si nu te veseli degeaba
Cantand cantece cu gura goala
Cu sufletul pustiu, si far de pace.
Nu pretinde ca tie bine si ca esti ferice
Si ca n-ai pierdut nimic....
Caci esti gol si pustiu de n-ar fi fost acea Cruce.

Razi si te falesti ca ai de toate acum pe masa
Ca ai oua, carne, paine si alte cele...
La lucruri sfinte nu-ti sta gandul
Caci tu nici macar nu stii, ca in aceasta zi...
Un Om, un Fiu in locu-ti sta pe lemn si atarna.

Iar tu ce-l ce Il jelesti intr-una si cunosti durerea
Tu ce sti ce inseamna sa fii urat si batjocorit,
Uitat si scuipat de lume...
Tu nu uita acum sa ridici ochii si sa-l cauti
Sus in Inaltimi...caci el numai e aici
Si nici in adancimi, ci e acum din nou un Fiu, un Om
Acum e Domn si Fiu de Dumnezeu.

E viu, e viu....si acum tu...
Bucura-te si numai boci amarnic
Caci daca ai inteles de ce a murit
Esti liber si de intunerec slobozit.
Acume timpul sa te salti si sa alergi
In gura mare lumii sa vestesti:
E viu!! E viu!!!...Cu adevrat El a-nviat
Al nostru Domn Si Imparat.
Fiu, Om...si al nostru DUMNEZEU.

Poveste de Iarna (YOU ARE MY PRINCES)

Ratacind prin lume cautandu-te

Gari, orase....strazi
Locuri noi in care sa te pierzi
Unde e locul meu deunazi?
Pe unde mi-am lasat eu mintea??

De unde sa-mi adun inima?
Sufletul e un strain ratacit
Ce te cauta pe tine in lume.

Oameni, priviri....kilometrii
pierdut printre trenuri si parametrii
Bagaje, posete si uneori chiar si confetii
Cate o cantare pentru fiecare loc
Dar niciuna nu-mi aduce noroc.
Caci cu fiecare pas cum inaintez
Cred ca tot mai mult de tine ma indepartez.

Artisti, actori, cantareti....
Toti imi spun ca aici tu nu esti
Jumatatea mea oare unde te gasesti?
Eu locul nu mi-l mai gasesc
Sufletul, inima-mi spun ca te iubesc
Dar mintea ca tu pe aceasta lume nu esti...

The found brother

For Erik....

You're the one miracle I have been waiting for
The one thing that was missing from the big puzzle of my life.
I dreamed of you, and imagined you,
I waited in faith and prayer all this time
And now...look at you...you're here
You're real...
Look how amazing you are...

You're all grown up now...
The first time I laid my eyes on your baby picture
I saw this cute baby with rosy cheeks the perfect image
Of our father....
Next thing I see this handsome grown up man
With a beautiful voice.

I missed seeing you taking your first step,
saying your first word,
your first day of school,
your first pimple,
your first tear,
your first kiss to a girl,
I missed so much out of you life
I can't do anything about it now,
But what i can do is promise you this:
to be there for you when you will say your: I do!!!
your first Yabadaadooo!!! it's a boy!!
when you will celebrate your kids birthdays
and many many more moments.
I can promise you this.

I'm thrilled and happy to know you exist and i can dream
now of the day when I will hold you tight in my arms,
speak to you, laugh with you and take long walks
and tell our story.
There's not much longer till then.
From now on...we won't be twp stories but one
cause we will write it together. We will write history...

Friendship ....for you my beauties

Friendship

What is friendship?

(You want to know what i think friendship is??)

I think friendship is : saying... Thank you... and meaning it
: saying...I missed you...and meaning it
: saying...I understand...and being there
: saying...I care, and I know what it's like...and crying and
comforting me.

Yes yes.....we know all these....we all have experienced it at one level or another with people and he friends that we have in our lives....but let me tell you what really Friendship means to me...and what i have seen my friends do to me or for me....





So Friendship is to me: When you go visit old friends and they give you their guest room to sleep in....(a room which isn't used much, with not much in it) an they come in and notice that you don't have anything nice in the room except the bed, a night table and a cupboard and they think it's too empty for you....and they come and bring a flower in the room to make it pretty for you...and to bring you a smile.

(Tks Pat, from Germany)

Friendship is: When a friend comes over to visit and before she leaves she gives you a Thank you card....where she thanks you in detail for all that you have done for her all those days she was there...( not knowing that she was the blessing for me).

(Tks Serena, from Bulgaria)

Friendship is: When you spend a whole day talking and chatting online and talk about nothing and everything to a friend you haven't seen for years and then at the end of the day says: We spend a whole day together ...and even watched a movie. I really really miss you and want to see you again.

(Tks Aliah, from Romania Bucharest) I miss you too...will see you soon...

Friendship is: When someone talks to you when they see that your down, when they talk to you because they are down and although they don't feel like talking they still talk to you personally....and they enjoy a coffee thinking of you.

(Tks Ramona, Romania, Galati)

Friendhsip is: When someone calls you up in the evening at the end of an hard working day and says: Let's meet up...I want to take you some place special.....and next thing you find yourself in the biggest amusement park in Europe. (Europe Park)......and that just because they care.

(Tks Carmen, Germany, Staufen)

Friendship is: When...you go visit a friend and she hardly has money and struggles with problems but it's doing better then you financially....and you go into a shop and you look at things you could not afford....and the she asks: Do you like that T-shirt? I will buy it for you....just because she wants to and knows what it's like to be poor.

(Tks Andreea, Romania, Arad....now in Belgium, Bruxelle) I love you too my soul sister.

Friendship is: When you go through a very hard time and you both feel the same way....you both feel like dying.... Then you take a trip together up on the highest mountain peak and there you both laugh and forget about your problems....and you make a promises to each other to never feel the same again, and when time comes and one has to go earlier then the other.....to meet up there on that peak and talk again....and to spread in the wind on the same spot our remains....

(Tks Bobby, Romania, Fagaras)....My soul brother I haven't forgotten our old promises I hope you haven't either.


Friendship is: When it's your birthday and everyone has forgotten about it (like it usually happens).....and then nice and quietly your 2 very good friends invite you over to spend the night...and then they come in the room at 12:00 and bring a small little muffin with a tiny candle and sing: Happy Birthday next to the Christmas tree.
Just cause they haven't forgotten.

(Tks Delia& Ioana Tripa, Romania, Arad.....(Delia, France, Paris) You have been there in my heart for long a long long time....we shared to many moments together....but even thou we are apart now....time and distance wont make me forget you girls.


Friendship is: When you're all sad and don;t feel like dancing or smiling or talking to your best friend who knows your problem....doesn't judge you that you don't talk to her although she is out with you....and she is trying everything is possible to make you smile again.....and when nothing works....decides to make of full out of herself in public,....jumping like a bunny, wagging a tale. Now that really made my day....could not resist to laugh and I could never forget what you have done for me.

(Tks Ioana Tripa, Romania, Arad) No....don't think I forgot you...even thou now we have separated our ways....Maybe we will meet again and will be able to say sorry...

Friendship is: When you make me laugh with your silliness when i come to visit or you come to visit...and when you put me to shame when you tell me about your problems and i see how you handle them so well and you stay always so positive no meter what. I love the way you keep your spirit so young and I love your beautiful handy work that takes so much work....I just love your necklaces they make me look so pretty.

(Tks Kira, Romania, Sibiu 'from Russia')


Friendship is: When a date is gone bad....and you feel unloved and unattractive....with no hope.........she tells you: I will slap you if I hear you saying that again...She is always there with these kind of words to wake me up when I feel like it's all my fault and I'm not cut up for this stuff...

(Tks Julia, Romania, BUcharest)


Friendship is: When although we are so very different and many times our opinions don't coincide and we fight to the point of breaking up....next time we meet, or we call... you always say the most beautiful words to me and about me. You always call me a dall...Hihi...I like that.

(Tks Gabitza, Romania, Arad) your between my oldest friendships...and in spite our differences it just shows that Love is what unites us.... Miss you bro from the hood. :P


Friendship is: When I call....the first thing is: What can I do for you? How can I help you? Your love has showed me 1000 times how important I'm to you...and I cannot enumerate in here all that you have done for me cause it would take me days and days and many pages to write....For you there's more then Thank you....I don't know what word would that be.... something higher then Thank you. I would have to invent one. I can only say that all that I am today, all that I have become...it is all tks to you two. The most awesome parents-friends my Lord gave me....as a present from heaven. I love you guys...I owe my life to you.

(Tks Peter and Esther, Switzerland, Zurich)

....and this is just fragments and small little things that has melt my heart, of-course there is so much more that you have done for me....somethings that i might have forgotten and things that are worthy of writings books about it...and maybe one day I will write one about you all and what you have done for me.
There are many more ppl that i call friends and they are....but these have been for so long in my life and have influenced me a lot through their amazing acts of kindness and love......So this is for you all

Stii sa zbori??
Ma intrebai...
Si eu dadeam din umeri...
Numai plange....
Ma corectai.
Caci si eu am fost un inger!
Frumusetea-ti ma adus aici
Si in zbor aripile mi-au fost frante.

cantul tau este de vina,
Caci el ma fermacat
Cu chipul frant si inima-ti gentila
Sclipirile din privirea-ti trista, toate m-au induplecat.

Azi cerului un inger ii lipseste
iar langa mine tu muritor azi langamine te lipeste.

Stii sa iubesti?
Te intrebam...
Si din umeri imi raspundeai.
Numai plange
Iar fruntea ti-o sarutam.
Caci si eu sunt doar un muritor
Dar inima nu ti-o voi frange,
Iar acum taci si numai plange.

Imi spui ca sunt nebuna

Imi psui ca sunt nebuna
Da sunt...asa sunt eu,
Dar nebunia mea iti place
Stii ca fara de ea nu ai avea ce face.
iti scriu nebunia in versuri
Si stiu ca iti place...
Acesta e farmecul meu....
asta sunt eu.


Dansez cu vantul
Si imbratisez ploaia,

Stii cum e, si care e cuvantul
Care ma poate aduce inapoi in bratele tale,
Nu!!...numai vreau nici o schimbare
Sunt nebuna si asa e felul meu,
Iar nebunia mea, nu ne va lasa cu inimile goale.

NU!!...nu incerca sa ma opresti
Si nu....nu incerca sa te grabesti,
suflul sa ti-l irosesti,
Doar tu stii unde ma gasesti.

Stii ca sunt nebuna si traiesc in lumea mea,
Dar asa sunt eu.....sie e farmecul meu
Ce pe tine te-a atras aevea in nebunia mea.

O inima pe raft

De ce te feresti de mine
Mai straine?
Iti feresti privirea...ce o data
Era doar ptr mine.
Ti-ai pus inima pe raft
Si ti-ai promis sa o tii acolo
Crezand ca astfel te vei feri de mine.

Ti-ai pus un plasture pe ea
sperand ca asa ai sa o feresti
Si niciodata sa numai platesti
Tribut iubirii, efemere
Ce-ti alunga libertatea.

Eu nu vreau sa te fac prizonierul meu,
Vreau sa-ti redau fericirea
Sa-ti arat cum sa dansezi si sa plutesti ca valul
N-am sa-ti promit eu nemurirea
Dar pot sa te fac eroul meu.