So what am I gonna do if my heart still skips a bit just for you?
I've learned to love with my heart and not with my mind.
I've learned from my own mistakes that if I let the shadows of the past
crawl up to the surface, it can blind me to see the real you.
You've thought me to dodge the spits and ugly tongues of the world,...
and dig deeper through.
I've learned to love you for who you are... and what's within you.
You're not an image a projection of what I wish you should be.
You are you.... and your real....and for that I love you.
Months have past bye. It's only been a few,.... but they feel like
ages...and this...isn't
getting any better.
I thought time will heal. But
thee feelings are still there.
No!!!.... ohhh no... they are not the same. Now they grew stronger,
surer...
even thou your not here any more.
It's clearer everyday....how I feel, and that hurts even more cause i
know
I can't bring you back....and now I can never share and let you know
that my heart is open.
Anguish, guilt, ....love, conviction, pain, sorrow, remorse.....they all
creeping up on me.
New feelings....old feelings they shouldn't be together.
They shouldn't be at all. Cause you'r
not here.
I thought time should heal...But why do I feel like with time this
will all come back time and time again.....stronger and stronger.
So what if my heart still skips
a beat at the sound of your name?
So what?
I've become numb to everyone else....my heart and my mind are flooded
with you.
And I rather have all this to hang on then not have anything at all
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