I'm only a child Lord waiting for Your Fatherlly Love.
I am waiting to be disciplined so I can be pleasing to
You and You only.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Your Love shines on my face Father
I'm only a child Lord waiting for Your Fatherlly Love.
I am waiting to be disciplined so I can be pleasing to
You and You only.
What am I worth to you Lord???
If they ask me, why I need You in my life?
If they ask me why I love You?
And if they also ask me why I serve You Lord?
I'll tell them this:
I need You in my life because I can't breath without You.
I love You because You first loved me.
I serve You because You died for me.
Ohhh Lord... before I even learned how to speak You have put a hunger in my heart to see You.
Lord before I was even born You were there for me and have fought for my life and have crowned me.
Lord before my mother has thought of having me and giving me a name You have already said in Heaven my name. You have prepared the way, youhave prepared the day, and You have prepared the date. None of it was a mear accident or coincidence.
Lord before my coming to the earth you have decided I was your child and you have placed a crown upon my head that I have thought many times that was too heavy for me. But You knew better and have named me "the crowned" and have made me to live up to that name.
Lord You have loved me before I even exsited.
But why Lord why??? I do not understand your love for me.
Lord I have abandoned You so many times.
Lord I have doubted Your Word and Your Will in my life so many times.
Lord I have scorned You and I have been mad at You, I have questioned you, I even hated You. Lord.....but You never stoped one bit to continue to love me.
Why Lord why? And why me?
Lord I have never done anything good in my life. Anything that I did good was with the wrong motives. I did it to impress You or others or worse..... to feel good about myself.
Lord I have forsaken You so many times I was looking for you but I was looking the wrong way, seeking You in people, thinking I would find You there. I was lookng down and forgot to look up to You. Now I know that nothing under the sun is good and all of it is meaningless.
Lord what am I worth to you?
Why did You pay such a high price for me?
Lord You knew before I knew how I am going to be, You knew what I am going to do. You knew of betrail, of my doubts and questening.....and still You have made me.
What am I worth to You Lord?
Why don't You throw me away? I have sinned so much against You.
Lord I am nothing without You, and if it wasn't for Your Love and Mercy, I would be just anothe rsquarming warmwondering in the world with no pourpose.
Why do You love me so?
Why do You even spoil me?
I left You behinde so many times looking for my own pursuit.
I left my stinking feelings come between us.
I left other things or other relationships, even my dreams and desires come between us.
I deserve to be abandoned the same way.
I deserve death and punishement.
I deserve to go t hell for all I have sinned against You.
But No......You wouldn't let me.......through all this You were faithfull and loyal.
You were still there same place I have left You, broken hearted, grieving but still waiting patientlly.
Waiting for stinking me to return for a little while and than to leave again. And You knew that, but
You still stayed strong and unmoved everytime in the same place where I left You, waiting and praying to Your Father to forgive me!...
Ohhhh......and I have cried and have reapt my close off...and have repented and begged for forgivness so many times....Lord.....Havn't You had enough of me yet?
Why do You still keep me strong and healthy
and give me all my hearts desires?
Why do You still love me Lord?
What am I worth to You Lord?
Lord I cannot speak, I cannot do anything good without You.
If You wouldn't put words in my mouth, and if you havn't giving me the wisdom that comes from You I would be nothing. No one would have even glanced at me.
Lord if it wasn't for the Love that You have put in my heart or for the hunger that You have put in my soul I would not know how to Love You or others.
I would not know how to seek You, but because of this Love that you have for me and have put in me is why I want to serve You, and this is why I love You.
I love You Lord because you first Loved me.
But still with my little mind cannot understand Your great Love for me.
I just do not understand why You Love me!? I do not understand the deepness of Your love for me that You have given the Only Son You had to die on a cross for a
Stinking, Worthless, Warm like Nobody me.
If they ask me why I love You?
And if they also ask me why I serve You Lord?
I'll tell them this:
I need You in my life because I can't breath without You.
I love You because You first loved me.
I serve You because You died for me.
Ohhh Lord... before I even learned how to speak You have put a hunger in my heart to see You.
Lord before I was even born You were there for me and have fought for my life and have crowned me.
Lord before my mother has thought of having me and giving me a name You have already said in Heaven my name. You have prepared the way, youhave prepared the day, and You have prepared the date. None of it was a mear accident or coincidence.
Lord before my coming to the earth you have decided I was your child and you have placed a crown upon my head that I have thought many times that was too heavy for me. But You knew better and have named me "the crowned" and have made me to live up to that name.
Lord You have loved me before I even exsited.
But why Lord why??? I do not understand your love for me.
Lord I have abandoned You so many times.
Lord I have doubted Your Word and Your Will in my life so many times.
Lord I have scorned You and I have been mad at You, I have questioned you, I even hated You. Lord.....but You never stoped one bit to continue to love me.
Why Lord why? And why me?
Lord I have never done anything good in my life. Anything that I did good was with the wrong motives. I did it to impress You or others or worse..... to feel good about myself.
Lord I have forsaken You so many times I was looking for you but I was looking the wrong way, seeking You in people, thinking I would find You there. I was lookng down and forgot to look up to You. Now I know that nothing under the sun is good and all of it is meaningless.
Lord what am I worth to you?
Why did You pay such a high price for me?
Lord You knew before I knew how I am going to be, You knew what I am going to do. You knew of betrail, of my doubts and questening.....and still You have made me.
What am I worth to You Lord?
Why don't You throw me away? I have sinned so much against You.
Lord I am nothing without You, and if it wasn't for Your Love and Mercy, I would be just anothe rsquarming warmwondering in the world with no pourpose.
Why do You love me so?
Why do You even spoil me?
I left You behinde so many times looking for my own pursuit.
I left my stinking feelings come between us.
I left other things or other relationships, even my dreams and desires come between us.
I deserve to be abandoned the same way.
I deserve death and punishement.
I deserve to go t hell for all I have sinned against You.
But No......You wouldn't let me.......through all this You were faithfull and loyal.
You were still there same place I have left You, broken hearted, grieving but still waiting patientlly.
Waiting for stinking me to return for a little while and than to leave again. And You knew that, but
You still stayed strong and unmoved everytime in the same place where I left You, waiting and praying to Your Father to forgive me!...
Ohhhh......and I have cried and have reapt my close off...and have repented and begged for forgivness so many times....Lord.....Havn't You had enough of me yet?
Why do You still keep me strong and healthy
and give me all my hearts desires?
Why do You still love me Lord?
What am I worth to You Lord?
Lord I cannot speak, I cannot do anything good without You.
If You wouldn't put words in my mouth, and if you havn't giving me the wisdom that comes from You I would be nothing. No one would have even glanced at me.
Lord if it wasn't for the Love that You have put in my heart or for the hunger that You have put in my soul I would not know how to Love You or others.
I would not know how to seek You, but because of this Love that you have for me and have put in me is why I want to serve You, and this is why I love You.
I love You Lord because you first Loved me.
But still with my little mind cannot understand Your great Love for me.
I just do not understand why You Love me!? I do not understand the deepness of Your love for me that You have given the Only Son You had to die on a cross for a
Stinking, Worthless, Warm like Nobody me.
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