Friday, December 23, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Ratacind prin lume cautandu-te

Gari, orase....strazi
Locuri noi in care sa te pierzi
Unde e locul meu deunazi?
Pe unde mi-am lasat eu mintea??
De unde sa-mi adun inima?
Sufletul e un strain ratacit
Ce te cauta pe tine in lume.
Oameni, priviri....kilometrii
pierdut printre trenuri si parametrii
Bagaje, posete si uneori chiar si confetii
Cate o cantare pentru fiecare loc
Dar niciuna nu-mi aduce noroc.
Caci cu fiecare pas cum inaintez
Cred ca tot mai mult de tine ma indepartez.
Artisti, actori, cantareti....
Toti imi spun ca aici tu nu esti
Jumatatea mea oare unde te gasesti?
Eu locul nu mi-l mai gasesc
Sufletul, inima-mi spun ca te iubesc
Dar mintea ca tu pe aceasta lume nu esti...
Friday, December 2, 2011
The found brother

For Erik....
You're the one miracle I have been waiting for
The one thing that was missing from the big puzzle of my life.
I dreamed of you, and imagined you,
I waited in faith and prayer all this time
And now...look at you...you're here
You're real...
Look how amazing you are...
You're all grown up now...
The first time I laid my eyes on your baby picture
I saw this cute baby with rosy cheeks the perfect image
Of our father....
Next thing I see this handsome grown up man
With a beautiful voice.
I missed seeing you taking your first step,
saying your first word,
your first day of school,
your first pimple,
your first tear,
your first kiss to a girl,
I missed so much out of you life
I can't do anything about it now,
But what i can do is promise you this:
to be there for you when you will say your: I do!!!
your first Yabadaadooo!!! it's a boy!!
when you will celebrate your kids birthdays
and many many more moments.
I can promise you this.
I'm thrilled and happy to know you exist and i can dream
now of the day when I will hold you tight in my arms,
speak to you, laugh with you and take long walks
and tell our story.
There's not much longer till then.
From now on...we won't be twp stories but one
cause we will write it together. We will write history...
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Friendship

What is friendship?
(You want to know what i think friendship is??)
I think friendship is : saying... Thank you... and meaning it
: saying...I missed you...and meaning it
: saying...I understand...and being there
: saying...I care, and I know what it's like...and crying and
comforting me.
Yes yes.....we know all these....we all have experienced it at one level or another with people and he friends that we have in our lives....but let me tell you what really Friendship means to me...and what i have seen my friends do to me or for me....
So Friendship is to me: When you go visit old friends and they give you their guest room to sleep in....(a room which isn't used much, with not much in it) an they come in and notice that you don't have anything nice in the room except the bed, a night table and a cupboard and they think it's too empty for you....and they come and bring a flower in the room to make it pretty for you...and to bring you a smile.
(Tks Pat, from Germany)
Friendship is: When a friend comes over to visit and before she leaves she gives you a Thank you card....where she thanks you in detail for all that you have done for her all those days she was there...( not knowing that she was the blessing for me).
(Tks Serena, from Bulgaria)
Friendship is: When you spend a whole day talking and chatting online and talk about nothing and everything to a friend you haven't seen for years and then at the end of the day says: We spend a whole day together ...and even watched a movie. I really really miss you and want to see you again.
(Tks Aliah, from Romania Bucharest) I miss you too...will see you soon...
Friendship is: When someone talks to you when they see that your down, when they talk to you because they are down and although they don't feel like talking they still talk to you personally....and they enjoy a coffee thinking of you.
(Tks Ramona, Romania, Galati)
Friendhsip is: When someone calls you up in the evening at the end of an hard working day and says: Let's meet up...I want to take you some place special.....and next thing you find yourself in the biggest amusement park in Europe. (Europe Park)......and that just because they care.
(Tks Carmen, Germany, Staufen)
Friendship is: When...you go visit a friend and she hardly has money and struggles with problems but it's doing better then you financially....and you go into a shop and you look at things you could not afford....and the she asks: Do you like that T-shirt? I will buy it for you....just because she wants to and knows what it's like to be poor.
(Tks Andreea, Romania, Arad....now in Belgium, Bruxelle) I love you too my soul sister.
Friendship is: When you go through a very hard time and you both feel the same way....you both feel like dying.... Then you take a trip together up on the highest mountain peak and there you both laugh and forget about your problems....and you make a promises to each other to never feel the same again, and when time comes and one has to go earlier then the other.....to meet up there on that peak and talk again....and to spread in the wind on the same spot our remains....
(Tks Bobby, Romania, Fagaras)....My soul brother I haven't forgotten our old promises I hope you haven't either.
Friendship is: When it's your birthday and everyone has forgotten about it (like it usually happens).....and then nice and quietly your 2 very good friends invite you over to spend the night...and then they come in the room at 12:00 and bring a small little muffin with a tiny candle and sing: Happy Birthday next to the Christmas tree.
Just cause they haven't forgotten.
(Tks Delia& Ioana Tripa, Romania, Arad.....(Delia, France, Paris) You have been there in my heart for long a long long time....we shared to many moments together....but even thou we are apart now....time and distance wont make me forget you girls.
Friendship is: When you're all sad and don;t feel like dancing or smiling or talking to your best friend who knows your problem....doesn't judge you that you don't talk to her although she is out with you....and she is trying everything is possible to make you smile again.....and when nothing works....decides to make of full out of herself in public,....jumping like a bunny, wagging a tale. Now that really made my day....could not resist to laugh and I could never forget what you have done for me.
(Tks Ioana Tripa, Romania, Arad) No....don't think I forgot you...even thou now we have separated our ways....Maybe we will meet again and will be able to say sorry...
Friendship is: When you make me laugh with your silliness when i come to visit or you come to visit...and when you put me to shame when you tell me about your problems and i see how you handle them so well and you stay always so positive no meter what. I love the way you keep your spirit so young and I love your beautiful handy work that takes so much work....I just love your necklaces they make me look so pretty.
(Tks Kira, Romania, Sibiu 'from Russia')
Friendship is: When a date is gone bad....and you feel unloved and unattractive....with no hope.........she tells you: I will slap you if I hear you saying that again...She is always there with these kind of words to wake me up when I feel like it's all my fault and I'm not cut up for this stuff...
(Tks Julia, Romania, BUcharest)
Friendship is: When although we are so very different and many times our opinions don't coincide and we fight to the point of breaking up....next time we meet, or we call... you always say the most beautiful words to me and about me. You always call me a dall...Hihi...I like that.
(Tks Gabitza, Romania, Arad) your between my oldest friendships...and in spite our differences it just shows that Love is what unites us.... Miss you bro from the hood. :P
Friendship is: When I call....the first thing is: What can I do for you? How can I help you? Your love has showed me 1000 times how important I'm to you...and I cannot enumerate in here all that you have done for me cause it would take me days and days and many pages to write....For you there's more then Thank you....I don't know what word would that be.... something higher then Thank you. I would have to invent one. I can only say that all that I am today, all that I have become...it is all tks to you two. The most awesome parents-friends my Lord gave me....as a present from heaven. I love you guys...I owe my life to you.
(Tks Peter and Esther, Switzerland, Zurich)
....and this is just fragments and small little things that has melt my heart, of-course there is so much more that you have done for me....somethings that i might have forgotten and things that are worthy of writings books about it...and maybe one day I will write one about you all and what you have done for me.
There are many more ppl that i call friends and they are....but these have been for so long in my life and have influenced me a lot through their amazing acts of kindness and love......So this is for you all
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Stii sa zbori??
Ma intrebai...
Si eu dadeam din umeri...
Numai plange....
Ma corectai.
Caci si eu am fost un inger!
Frumusetea-ti ma adus aici
Si in zbor aripile mi-au fost frante.
cantul tau este de vina,
Caci el ma fermacat
Cu chipul frant si inima-ti gentila
Sclipirile din privirea-ti trista, toate m-au induplecat.
Azi cerului un inger ii lipseste
iar langa mine tu muritor azi langamine te lipeste.
Stii sa iubesti?
Te intrebam...
Si din umeri imi raspundeai.
Numai plange
Iar fruntea ti-o sarutam.
Caci si eu sunt doar un muritor
Dar inima nu ti-o voi frange,
Iar acum taci si numai plange.
Imi spui ca sunt nebuna
Imi psui ca sunt nebuna
Da sunt...asa sunt eu,
Dar nebunia mea iti place
Stii ca fara de ea nu ai avea ce face.
iti scriu nebunia in versuri
Si stiu ca iti place...
Acesta e farmecul meu....
asta sunt eu.
Dansez cu vantul
Si imbratisez ploaia,
Stii cum e, si care e cuvantul
Care ma poate aduce inapoi in bratele tale,
Nu!!...numai vreau nici o schimbare
Sunt nebuna si asa e felul meu,
Iar nebunia mea, nu ne va lasa cu inimile goale.
NU!!...nu incerca sa ma opresti
Si nu....nu incerca sa te grabesti,
suflul sa ti-l irosesti,
Doar tu stii unde ma gasesti.
Stii ca sunt nebuna si traiesc in lumea mea,
Dar asa sunt eu.....sie e farmecul meu
Ce pe tine te-a atras aevea in nebunia mea.
O inima pe raft
De ce te feresti de mine
Mai straine?
Iti feresti privirea...ce o data
Era doar ptr mine.
Ti-ai pus inima pe raft
Si ti-ai promis sa o tii acolo
Crezand ca astfel te vei feri de mine.
Ti-ai pus un plasture pe ea
sperand ca asa ai sa o feresti
Si niciodata sa numai platesti
Tribut iubirii, efemere
Ce-ti alunga libertatea.
Eu nu vreau sa te fac prizonierul meu,
Vreau sa-ti redau fericirea
Sa-ti arat cum sa dansezi si sa plutesti ca valul
N-am sa-ti promit eu nemurirea
Dar pot sa te fac eroul meu.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Fara nume
Sunt inger sau sunt om?
Nici eu nu mai stiu
Am lacrimi sau am aripi?
De acum numai pot sa spun.
Vreau sa zbor sau vreau sa cant?
Caci cerul nu cred ca a facut o greseala
Cand mi te-a trimis in cale
Cine sunt si ce doresc?
Emotiile ma coplesesc....
Unde sa cant si unde sa plang?
Ce o fi cu acest gand nebun?
Tu cine esti si de unde vii??
Ma cunosti cumva dintr-o alta viata?
Spui ca ma cunosti si-mi stii gandul
Apari si apoi dispari in ceata
Imi cad aripile si cu ele visul omorandul.
Canta.....sau spune-mi ce sa fac...
Scrie....sau spune-mi mai bine sa tac.
Fii tu... dar lasa-ma sa fiu si eu,
Zambeste... dar nu ma lasa sa plang
Cearta-ma...a dar nu ma lasa singura,
Imagineaza-ti,...dar nu uita clipa,
Zboara,...dar nu uita de mine.
Fii trist...dar nu ma indeparta de langa tine.
De ce ma minti?
De ce ma minti cu cuvinte dulci?
De ce-mi insulti inteligenta?
De ce spui ca vii cand tu vrei sa pleci?
De ce nu te mustra constiinta?
Pana cand sa mai tot cred ca esti real?
Pana cand sa tot cred ca esti onest?
Pana cand sa mai sper in ideal?
Pana cand sa mai traiesc eu in protest?
Te crezi un nobil, un gentleman, un fermecator
Te strecori pe sub pielea-mi subtire cu o agenda ascunsa,
Imi soptesti cuvinte blande de ademenitor,
Si cu o intelepciune haina iti faci loc in inima-mi patrunsa.
Cat mai crezi ca cerul te va inghite?
Cat ma crezi ca poti sa scapi asa neatins?
sa spui cuvinte moarte, otravite
Si sa ma lasi cu un suflet acru si un vis stins.
Nu mai e mult si sa nu crezi
Ca desi sunt blanda nu sunt inteleapta,
Ca desi par puternica nu stiu sa oftez
Iar in tot acest joc doar tu ai sa pierzi.
As vrea sa fac o nebunie

Sa stii ca stiu sa rad si stiu sa plang
Sa cert si sa iert
Sa cant si sa plang,
Stiu sa dau si sa primesc,
Sa rad cu lacrimi
Si sa ma fastacesc.
Stiu sa scriu si stiu sa cant
Sa alerg mereu prin vant.
Stiu sa scriu si sa rosesc
Si sa-mi las fata la pamant.
Vreau sa fac o nebunie.....
Dar nu stiu cum sa-ti spun.
Nu stiu cum sa-ti rad si cum sa-ti plang.
Sa te cert sau sa te iert?
Sa-ti cant sau sa-ti plang?
Nu stiu sa primesc doar sa dau,
Nu vreau doar sa dau ci sa si primesc.
Cand esti langa mine,
Rad cu lacrimi si ma fastacesc
Nu stiu sa-ti scriu dar stiu sa-ti cant,
Nu vreau sa plang ci doar sa rad,
Iar fata sa ti-o mangai cand iti spun:....
Vreau sa fac o nebunie....
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
How much longer?

How much longer will I wait?
How much longer will I suffer?
How much longer will I die inside everyday?
How much longer will I have to tell my soul to stop crying?
How much longer ....there's no way to tell.
I hold on bits of hopes and dreams
I hold on to a promisse that says:
That one day that time will come
For the sun to shine again, and for Love to knock on my door.
I hold on to my dreams, and faith
I clutch desperately unto a prayer thats says:
One day Lord, I will see you shine in me again and Love will be my crown.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Zile si Nopti
.....zilele se scurg....
se scurg prea repede,...se duc si vin
zilele sunt scurte, noptile sunt lungi
si doar in vise imi gasesc si eu alin
.......visele se scurg.....
se scurg prea repede,....se duc si vin
placerile sunt scurte, durerile sunt lungi
si doar in lacrimi imi gasesc si eu alin.
........lacrimile se scurg....
se scurg prea repede....se duc si vin
alinarile sunt scurte, rabdarile sunt lungi
si doar in noapte imi gasesc si eu alin.
........noptile se scurg.......
se scurg prea repede....se duc si vin
implinirile sunt scurte, chemarile sunt lungi
si doar in tine mi-as gasi si eu alin....
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